Wednesday, October 04, 2006
sometimes i just wish i could be the ignorant child i once was. to be cocooned in my daddy's hugs and mommy's kisses and all those sweet stuff. to be loved and trusted by everyone. the most important and crucial decision i had to make was whether i wanted to use the colour pencils or the crayons, play with dolls or cars. blah blah blah. that sort of minor decisions.
today was so mentally challenging and exhausting. is it already bad enough part of my 'job' is to play the bad cop to my friends? nooooooo, it has to be worst as i have to be the 'shitwork' manager as well. if it's a job well done, the praise goes to them. if it's crappy, then only the BLAME is mine.
i'm so tired of this crap. leave me alone. i dont need your problems on top of my own!!
today was so mentally challenging and exhausting. is it already bad enough part of my 'job' is to play the bad cop to my friends? nooooooo, it has to be worst as i have to be the 'shitwork' manager as well. if it's a job well done, the praise goes to them. if it's crappy, then only the BLAME is mine.
i'm so tired of this crap. leave me alone. i dont need your problems on top of my own!!
what we could have been, 1:55 pm.
